Today is our 15th month and we're supposed to be happy.
But unfortunately, I got angry. It all started with me wanting to go back to confession since I feel guilty about my sins. I know it's been just two days since we went to Quiapo for confession but I don't know. It made me feel uncomfortable sinning immediately.
Honestly, I misunderstood what Ray said that's why I was fuming half of the day. I even tended to think about ugly stuff and started doubting him. I know he was hurt and he's trying to make all the efforts he can for me to be okay. I'm so so so sorry mahal ko. :(
My moody personality is really ugly. It's been with me since I can remember. I somehow want to change it but it can't happen in an instant. What I am sure of is I'll try my best and hope Ray will still be there to see the change.
I love you Ray. Sorry for the mishap. :(